you don’t realize how much you care about someone until

they don’t care about you anymore ...

i don't know who is right and who is wrong anymore . letting go is never an

option but this time, the urge is strong . i didn’t want to admit it, it was easier

to lie . i tried to hide the hurt, hide the emptiness, to smile instead of cry,

bottle it all in .. but i broke down and cry.. i don't think i can do this

anymore . never felt the real pain of feeling sad or left out until now

and its killing me . what just happened got me lost and twisted .

sometimes u got to run away just so u can see who will run after u .. i’ll

follow my brain even though it might be against my heart . it will heal, it

will go away . i'm sure it will . you came, you read . before you start

assuming, i suggest you better not . i'm an emotional wreck

right now . and its making me hungry ... ERGH .

goodnight .