If one does not wish bonds broken, one should make

them elastic and thereby strengthen them ...

i've done reading all 7 books ! and so since i got nothing else to

do, i texted nizam while he was working . and then, something hit me

hard on the head . continue reading [if you want to] .

Him: Yah2.. if u say so.. bt i noe n feel the diff ..

bt its ok lah.. at least if i engross wif smthg nxt time,

i cn always put my gf aside..

Me: wahhh.. planning to kenekan alekkk ehhh..

tk bagos tau kene2 kan org.. no gd. =)

Him: So tt u noe hw a 'gd' gf u hv bn..

Me: so? angry is it?

Him: Abit of tt n disappointed.. if u cn make me feel expendable,

i cn always do like wise..

read my previous post and you'll understand what its all about . after all

that has been said, i can still say "so when are we going to the library

again?" . i am so self centered and always neglected him . i borrowed the

books last tuesday, i finished all 7 of them yesterday . so it just shows that i've

been spending all of my time on books and pushing him aside . not only

about books, when i'm watching my korean dramas or "the hills" i'll tend

to ignore him too . but then when i'm bored, i forced him to entertain me .

when he don't, i'll get mad . where's all the logic ? i need to look myself

in the mirror and do some soul searching .

anyway, im excited ! i received a registered mail just now .

i gave them last year's passport pic . tembam mcm potato kape!